Q & A

I left Soton with hopes to find answers to some questions. 5 weeks have almost gone by, halfway through my holidays, and instead of finding the answers I was looking for, I am having more questions in my head than I ever had before. Particularly with regards to my future.

I thought certain issues were straightforward but it was not, I'm afraid. It's all a part of growing up, I suppose, making difficult decisions. But how am I supposed to draft out the next few years of my life when I don't even know what is going to happen next week, or even tomorrow? And certain issues in my life which I thought were unshakable are starting to raise doubts in my head. The voices are quiet now, but if I just let them be, I know they will continue to be louder and demand my attention.

Now is the time to reflect and find my own person. Now is the time for me to find out what I truly want/need.

Because I thought I knew what I wanted, but I'm not so sure anymore.